You could learn to use Blogger easily. It's no harder than email, and with the preferences, you can make it private so that it essentially becomes a journal.
I have often wondered if playing in the fog of the mosquito insecticide that was spread in my neighborhood might have played a role in my Hodgkin's. I have minimal family history of cancer, and there are certainly plenty who believe all cancers to be environmentally connected somehow. I never spent much time worrying about it because it really didn't matter. I just happened, and there was no way to undo anything.
Will you feel better if you believe there is a connection to the tannery or will your guilt just get replaced with anger?
